Goodbyes

EaRs GLueD tO: 'The animal song' by Savage Garden

Sent Ab to the airport today. She's going home, hello Malaysia, goodbye UK. Being in the airport brought back bittersweet memories. The day i arrived in UK 11 months ago. The day i cried in KLIA, leaving my family. I remember it clearly, it was autumm then. Unlike today which was hot and sunny, the weather then was cold and windy. And of course it also reminded me of my Paris trip, which is still fresh in my mind.

Sending her off made me feel as if everyone is leaving me behind. My friends are gone, i am all alone again in another country. Sigh, i guess this is really the hardest part about studying abroad. Afraid of the loneliness. Naturally, a part of me feels like returning back to Malaysia this September. After all, why not? I have the ticket ready at hand. It's just a matter of leaving unfinished business here, which i can't bring myself to do. That would be running away.