Living on campus is so different from living at home. Perhaps i can say that to really experience university life, one has to wean away from the comforts of home...all that is familiar.
However, sometimes i feel that my transition to independence happened a little...umm..fast?
Moving away from home is a big enough step as it already is, but to another country too? Where i know absolutely nobody. Sometimes i think that i am crazy! Well, i am a little weird..ok, a LOT weird. So there!
It's just that sometimes i feel so lost here. And i question and wonder who i really am..
I can be whoever i like here, do whatever i want, no limits, no rules. I can go to the pub, drink, smoke, dance, and after a year be back home, and nobody would know.
Back to the point. Anyway, it is not all bad. At least my cooking is now edible(not delicious, just edible), and i don't mind eating it. Oh, the wonders of monosodium glutamate!
Have to (hand)wash my own clothes. But only once a week. I have not sweat once since i came here, so umm..the clothes don't get soiled so fast. Actually, that is just an excuse and the real reason is simply because i am lazy :P
Crazy things are beginning to happen.
Sometimes I wish i was still a child with no worries and responsibilities. Or someone who don't give a damn about what other people say or think..(i'm too sensitive!)
But i'll leave the wishing to children and start taking responsibility for my actions before somebody gets hurt.
Sorry for the whinings..but i did warn ya :P
4 comments:
*cough cough* That's why I like being away from home... =0p
LC says:
*cough cough* now i know what you mean
*lol* Just don't over-do somethings yea...*winks* and check out Jack Johnson...*grins*
hey, i really understand. sometimes, i juz wish to hv tat kind of freedom.....but still, home sweet home...
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